{"id":1515,"date":"2021-05-07T07:50:00","date_gmt":"2021-05-07T07:50:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/?p=1515"},"modified":"2021-05-06T19:52:08","modified_gmt":"2021-05-06T19:52:08","slug":"changed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/stockings\/changed\/","title":{"rendered":"Changed"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>When I stumbled on the quote: &#8220;They said I changed a lot, I said a lot changed me&#8221;, I thought about the changes in me the past year.<\/p><p>Before Covid-19, I was an active woman. Besides a healthy lifestyle, I didn&#8217;t have to worry about my health. I had the energy to be an active mom, worked more than full-time, did sports several times a week, cooked healthy meals almost every day, and did my household, read every day&#8230;<\/p><p>Last week, I felt more energetic and tried creating<em> <\/em>a daily routine after trying it five months ago. After waking up, I read, meditated, ate breakfast, worked out on my spinning bike (5-10 minutes), took a shower, did little things from my to-do list, went for a walk of 1.8 kilometers, had lunch, and was tired enough to go back to bed. Even though I took breaks between the activities I had to take it easy the rest of the day. I had two amazing days, feeling a bit like my old self coming back. I hoped things would go uphill, and I would finally have the energy to make an appointment with my hairdresser in Rotterdam. <\/p><p>On the third day, I almost fell during a walk. Pain in my chest, trouble breathing, weak legs, dizziness, and feeling like I was drunk. Another reminder of how much freedom I&#8217;ve lost in the previous year. \ud83d\ude25 Why is this crazy virus having a party in my body? \ud83e\udda0<\/p><p>As I still follow my MEDS. I&#8217;m happy with last months achievements. I slept 70 times, went for a walk 14 times, cooked dinner 15 times, meditated 10 times, got to ride my bike 8 times. My house isn&#8217;t as proper as it used to be. If I&#8217;m not looking at my floor, windows, or dust on the cupboards, I&#8217;m even happy with the times I cleaned my toilet, bed, shower, and kitchen. When I&#8217;m feeling too sick to prepare lunch or diner, I feel bad for not doing more for my daughter.<\/p><p>My body is unpredictable and hard to adapt to. What is this crazy virus triggering that makes it so hard for my body to fight back and make me healthy again? I&#8217;m choosing to be happy with my progress in dealing with a body that isn&#8217;t responding like I&#8217;m used to. Before I go to sleep at night, I review my day and think of all my achievements, unnoticeable daily tasks 14 months ago are milestones right now. Trying to be happy about all the little steps and progress I make in a day helps me to cope better and find happiness in life.<\/p><p>Meanwhile, I learned how valuable it is to find belonging and community. I found that with the Resilient Future Travellers in following my dreams in education (LinkedIn), Covid-19 groups in finding understanding (Facebook), and Genius for personal growth (Jay Shetty). Besides, I love to help others in their growth. I also experienced that receiving understanding in coping with the challenges life gives me helps me a lot.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>When I stumbled on the quote: &#8220;They said I changed &hellip; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":1546,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[23,18,1],"tags":[311,315,310,255,77,314,59,316,49,245,123,317,312,65,282,139,307,227,302],"featured_image_src":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/E5716D9B-48E5-48BD-8A5F-3D0C24268605.png","featured_image_src_square":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2021\/04\/E5716D9B-48E5-48BD-8A5F-3D0C24268605.png","author_info":{"display_name":"Daphne","author_link":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/author\/admin\/"},"category_info":"<a 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href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/sharer.php?u=https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/stockings\/changed\/\" class=\"tb-facebook-share social-share-default tb-social-share\" target=\"_blank\"><i class=\"fab fa-facebook-f\" aria-hidden=\"true\"><\/i><\/a><a data-share=\"twitter\" href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/share?url=https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/stockings\/changed\/\" class=\"tb-twiiter-share social-share-default tb-social-share\" target=\"_blank\"><i class=\"fab fa-twitter\" aria-hidden=\"true\"><\/i><\/a><a data-share=\"linkedin\" href=\"https:\/\/www.linkedin.com\/shareArticle?url=https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/stockings\/changed\/\" class=\"tb-linkedin-share social-share-default tb-social-share\" target=\"_blank\"><i class=\"fab fa-linkedin-in\" aria-hidden=\"true\"><\/i><\/a>","wordExcerpt_info":"<p><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n<p>When I stumbled on the quote: &#8220;They said I changed a lot, I said a lot changed me&#8221;, I thought about the changes in me the past year.<\/p>\n<p><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n<p><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n<p>Before Covid-19, I was an active woman. Besides a healthy lifestyle, I didn&#8217;t have to worry about my health. I had the energy to be an active mom, worked more than full-time, did sports several times a week, cooked healthy meals almost every day, and did my household, read every day&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n<p><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n<p>Last week, I felt more energetic and tried creating<em> <\/em>a daily routine after trying it five months ago. After waking up, I read, meditated, ate breakfast, worked out on my spinning bike (5-10 minutes), took a shower, did little things from my to-do list, went for a walk of 1.8 kilometers, had lunch, and was tired enough to go back to bed. Even though I took breaks between the activities I had to take it easy the rest of the day. I had two amazing days, feeling a bit like my old self coming back. I hoped things would go uphill, and I would finally have the energy to make an appointment with my hairdresser in Rotterdam. <\/p>\n<p><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n<p><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n<p>On the third day, I almost fell during a walk. Pain in my chest, trouble breathing, weak legs, dizziness, and feeling like I was drunk. Another reminder of how much freedom I&#8217;ve lost in the previous year. \ud83d\ude25 Why is this crazy virus having a party in my body? \ud83e\udda0<\/p>\n<p><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n<p><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n<p>As I still follow my MEDS. I&#8217;m happy with last months achievements. I slept 70 times, went for a walk 14 times, cooked dinner 15 times, meditated 10 times, got to ride my bike 8 times. My house isn&#8217;t as proper as it used to be. If I&#8217;m not looking at my floor, windows, or dust on the cupboards, I&#8217;m even happy with the times I cleaned my toilet, bed, shower, and kitchen. When I&#8217;m feeling too sick to prepare lunch or diner, I feel bad for not doing more for my daughter.<\/p>\n<p><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n<p><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n<p>My body is unpredictable and hard to adapt to. What is this crazy virus triggering that makes it so hard for my body to fight back and make me healthy again? I&#8217;m choosing to be happy with my progress in dealing with a body that isn&#8217;t responding like I&#8217;m used to. Before I go to sleep at night, I review my day and think of all my achievements, unnoticeable daily tasks 14 months ago are milestones right now. Trying to be happy about all the little steps and progress I make in a day helps me to cope better and find happiness in life.<\/p>\n<p><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n<p><!-- wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n<p>Meanwhile, I learned how valuable it is to find belonging and community. I found that with the Resilient Future Travellers in following my dreams in education (LinkedIn), Covid-19 groups in finding understanding (Facebook), and Genius for personal growth (Jay Shetty). Besides, I love to help others in their growth. I also experienced that receiving understanding in coping with the challenges life gives me helps me a lot.<\/p>\n<p><!-- \/wp:paragraph --><\/p>\n","comment_info":"0","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1515"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1515"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1515\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1556,"href":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1515\/revisions\/1556"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/1546"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1515"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1515"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.daphneinstockings.com\/mystory\/daphne-in-stockings\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1515"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}